I promise.

I will blog something soon... something good, either tomorrow night or Wednesday. I have to do it. There is always so much on my mind yet I never manage to let it out here. I need to get better at this.

I cannot stop thinking about you, I cannot stop loving you.

I’ve always wanted to forget you because I know that you’ll never love me nearly as much as I love you. I’ve always felt such pain in knowing that, and have always been miserable knowing that now that we’re apart, you don’t miss me.
But without my love for you, I feel like I have nothing. No matter what happens, I will always love you, no matter if or if you don’t love me back, or think of me, or miss me that way I miss you every day of my life. Even if you make me feel as insignificant as possible, even if you make me analyze every little detail & try to discover what I could have done wrong, I will always adore you. I still don’t understand how you could have let me go so carelessly after all that we’ve been through, but no matter what, no matter when, I’ll love you more than anything.